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[Sunday
May 7th, 2006
10:51pm] |
I've created a new journal that will be friends only. i've added everyone that has either
a ) NEVER in any way shape or form given me any sort of problem on this journal..which means most of you that i know in person.
b ) if you're not added, and wish to be, then feel free to comment here and let me know. i only didn't add you because you either never update or never comment on my journal...so i'm just going to assume that you don't read it.
the new journal = ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) 246_01
Kristine, I'll give you a cookie if you can tell me why my new user..err number is so fabulous. I know you know it.
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| see you guys later |
[Thursday
May 4th, 2006
10:26pm] |
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As of this weekend this journal will be shut down.
It's obvious that even with 'Friends Only' posts, people still don't quite understand this isn't a place for me to start fights, it's a place for me to vent in order to keep what is left of my sanity.
This goes for everyone who has ever read this journal. Ever.
I don't think I'll be able to buy myself a journal anytime soon. I'm hoping that I might be able to do that tomorrow since I'm only going in for the AP test.
Thanks LiveJournal for all the sexy times. The bad times. The happy times. The funny times.
Peacing out for the last time,
♥
PS - NSLC people, still feel free to comment away here. :o)! I miss you all.
Oh, and Trish don't worry, I will still be active in ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) hogwartssorting and Quidditch Captain. It's just I won't be actually updating THIS journal anymore. If I do I'm doing a major friends cut. I think I'd have all about..10 friends left lol.
Have a day everyone.
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[Saturday
April 29th, 2006
11:19pm] |
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Leaving you is always the worst part of my day. ♥
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[Friday
April 28th, 2006
4:09pm] |
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I sometimes wonder when people say "I've forgiven [insert name here]" ( like on talk shows and stuff) if they actually forgive them or if they just let it go.
And I mean, what if they look back, and see something they miss that just brings back all of their original feelings of anger, aggression, and hate? Do they just sit there and keep their mouths shut because it's "over" or do they start the crap all over again?
99.999% of the time I'm sure they just ignore it and move on.
Yet, I'm finding it increasingly difficult to follow that example.
I mean it's OBVIOUSLY what one is supposed to do. [ and what I'm going to do ] But I'm so angry that I'm shaking. I'll probably just clean my room just so I have something to do. I don't see Jake till later tonight and God knows what we're doing. I'm starving, but can't allow myself to eat just yet...bastards.
In other news :
I got my prom dress! Oh joy! What's so great about it is that when you look at it on a hanger you're just like "Oh, well that's a nice dress." It's nothing crazy, nothing FABULOUS.
Well, at least that's what I thought. I reluctantly put it on and when my mom zipped up the back the both of us just...like...gasped. Haha. It's so flattering and it just looks GREAT on me.
Of course now I'm scared that I'm talking it up so much, people will see me in it and just be like .. "THAT'S it?!"
It better not. Because I'll punch someone in the face if they do. Suckas. Lol.
I have some great ideas for my hair and stuff but SOMEONE needs to choose a color. Hahaha. Dammit.
Hrm. Well I guess it's time for me to stop procrastinating and just do what I need to. By the way, have I missed something or was April dubbed the "Let's Call Jessica Stupid" month? Because I think I've been pretty damn quiet about it...[unless you're Jacob and you're reading this lol]...but I've just decided that if it happens again, I don't care who you are but you'll either be slapped or ripped a new asshole.
It really depends on where we are at the moment.
Just so you all know.
IN OTHER NEWS:
GENEVA - The United Nations said on Friday it would cut food rations for more than 6 million people in Sudan, half of them in Darfur, due to a severe lack of funds.
( Read more... )
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Edit: I just watched the trailer for United 93 and now I'm not sure I'm going to be able to watch it. I seems as though it was very well put together, it's tasteful...but I started crying about 15 seconds into the trailer, who knows how bad I'd be throughout the movie. All I can say is that all the people on all the flights [ aside from the terrorists ] were just so brave and I can't even imagine what it would be like...and their families...I don't know. God Bless all of them is all I have to say. ♥
The site in case you're interested - > http://movies.msn.com/movies/movie.aspx?m=1291689
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| Holy crap... |
[Thursday
April 27th, 2006
9:34pm] |
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"The Clockwork Waltz" is an original concept and story, based on and including 13 songs written by The Dresden Dolls. The story is that of a school-aged girl named Amanda, living with her overworked single mother, Jill. At first, Amanda seems like a typical girl with typical problems... but a freak accident at her doctor's office starts to turn her life upside-down, inside-out, and sideways. The show is reported to be in final pre-production stages and is set to launch in August 2006 at the East Providence Community Theatre in East Providence, Rhode Island.
Book by Jack Gordon
Music & Lyrics by Amanda Palmer
Uhh, so I want to go.
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[Thursday
April 27th, 2006
5:36pm] |
So I hate the word "drama"
Unless it's like...HARDCORE things going on, or you know, you're on stage in DRAMA. Stop using the word. You're sick of drama? Oh I'm sorry...I didn't realize I was a continuing source of woe in your in your other wise peaceful and tranquil life.
Hrm.
I should stop caring about this..but you know -shrugs-
Hahaha. People please.
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| the sky is falling down... |
[Wednesday
April 26th, 2006
9:43pm] |
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So today was the field trip to the MFA. Not as bad as I thought. Actually, it was great being able to go there a second time. Jake & I were able to find all the rooms we missed the first time through [ like the musical instruments and the 16th & 17th century Chinese furniture ]. There were a couple of times when I wanted to just crawl into a ball and just sleep while I was there. I was just filled with emotions the whole day, which was dumb. My college was right down the street, I was with a couple of my greatest friends, and I was just so happy and so depressed at the same time. I was so clingy today [which I'm sorry for in case I annoyed the hell out of you ♥ ]. I mean, I'm just so happy to be able to be moving on...yet I'm so afraid of losing people.
Especially you. ♥
It's heartbreaking. The day was just so beautiful. The sun was out, but it wasn't too hot...all I wanted to do was sit in the stupid MFA all day long and afterward go outside and fall asleep on the grass.
I want summer so bad it hurts.
Oh, but before summer we have about 2 million things to do. ( Like... )
Prom is already starting to drive me up the wall. Economically it's probably the dumbest thing I could do right now. I can't afford my dress, my ticket, and the limo...well...I mean I could but I would just end up draining my bank account. People can't make their minds up for parties, people can't just talk to other people about what's going on, there has to be mediators...it's so stupid.
I hate to become such a reclusive asshole, but I'm this close to either not going, or just taking a nice car with Jake and doing what we want to do after prom...whether it's with his friends or just by myself.
Because I'm not going to be putting up ( with )
There is just no way.
Bah.
Well I'm very tired and I have much to do. Peace out.
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[Tuesday
April 25th, 2006
9:08pm] |
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I was going to put this under a lj-cut. And then I thought : Fuck it.
"The marriage of Diego Rivera and Frida Kahlo is one of the most famous alliances between artists. It is a well-known fact that they had a passionate and stormy relationship, filled with great love and also betrayals. They both had incredible talents and vision, but Diego's work would be more public and monumental, whereas Frida's was more personal and intimate in scale.
I will first explore the development of Rivera's style of social realism, then attempt to define the surreal artworks of
Kahlo."
[ taken from a website analyzing both artists works ]
surrealism (sərē'əlĭzəm) , literary and art movement influenced by Freudianism and dedicated to the expression of imagination as revealed in dreams, free of the conscious control of reason and free of convention.
[ source : http://www.answers.com/topic/surrealism ]
Frida and Surrealism:
Jung's analysis typifies Frida Kahlo's art: she unconsciously utilized the first images, thoughts, and desires that crossed her mind. In her art, Frida interpreted these themes in a symbolical manner to express and understand the tragedy of her life. The use of Freudian and Jungian psychology took Surrealism to a higher intellectual level. Surrealists began to experience "the intimate relationship between the expression and the awakening of erotic desires" (Freeman 47). They favored particular types of media like primitive forms and shapes, collage, self-portraits, and photography. Through their interest in Freudian psychology they created metaphysical interiors in their work using specific images such as oceanic artifacts, nudes, phallic symbols, animal heads with human parts, dreams, and word images ( Freeman 89).
[ source : http://www.discovery.mala.bc.ca/web/hernandele/surreal.htm ]
( images )
So the question isn't whether or not Frida was considered a surreal artist. It's actually whether or not you like surrealism or if you just don't like her because she fucked Trotsky.
End.
PS - Never, ever call me stupid EVER again. Thanks.
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[Monday
April 24th, 2006
5:40pm] |
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Hello, my name is Jessica and I have a problem.
I'm convinced that I graduated over April Vacation.
I'm obsessed with two bands at the moment..both of which are not new bands but are stil freakin' fabulous.
Oh, and I'm craving another piercing. You know when you get in those moods? Well, maybe that's just me then.
And before I forget, this picture made my day : ( pineapple" )
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[Sunday
April 23rd, 2006
12:58am] |
I got accepted to George Mason University in Washington D.C.
What..the..hell?!
I can't even believe this.
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[Saturday
April 22nd, 2006
6:00pm] |
( Gilbert )
This is Gilbert.
Gilbert thinks he is a "pretty bird."
Gilbert is in fact an ugly pigeon.
Later on he will be guiding you thru my tour of Ireland.
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[Saturday
April 22nd, 2006
8:11am] |
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So yesterday was proof I may actually have this little thing called self control. I'm not going to get too excited for fear that it maybe a fluke...but I'm still pretty excited anyways.
( nice hat )
I hope everyone has a good day. :o)
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[Thursday
April 20th, 2006
9:12pm] |
I am home!
I missed people!
Thanks Liz, for calling Outback for me. -glares- Now someone has to call my house at noon to wake me up so I can go and find out if I'm working tomorrow.
I better not be. I'll be fucking pissed.
It's 12:13 here which means its 5:13 in Ireland and I've been up since 8:30am [ Ireland time ].
Goodnight loves.
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| johnny be fair |
[Wednesday
April 19th, 2006
10:10pm] |
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Wow...this trip has been crazy. I am head over heels for Ireland. This place is beautiful. I was going to describe all that I've done so far, but it would be much easier to do that with pictures, so I'll wait for my picture post.
But I'll leave you with this song that the muscians at the pub taught us. I love it.
Oh Johnny be fair
and Johnny be fine
he wants me for to wed.
And I would marry Johnny
but my father up and said.
"I'm sad to tell you daughter
what your mother never knew.
That Johnny to is a son of mine
and so he's kin to you."
Oh Shamus be fair
and Shamus be fine
he wants me for to wed.
And I would marry Shamus
but my father up and said.
"I'm sad to tell you daughter
what your mother never knew.
That Shamus to is a son of mine
and so he's kin to you."
Oh Michael be fair
and Michael be fine
he wants me for to wed.
And I would marry Michael
but my father up and said.
"I'm sad to tell you daughter
what your mother never knew.
That Michael to is a son of mine
and so he's kin to you."
Well you never seen
a girl so sad and sorry as I was.
The boys in town are all my kin and
my father is the cause.
If life should thus continue
I shall die a single miss
so I go to my mother
and complain to her of this.
Oh daughter didn't I
teach you to forgive and to forget.
Your father might have
sowed his oats but
still you needn't fret.
Your father may be
father to all the boys
in town but still....
He's not the one who sired you
so marry who you will.
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| Dublin |
[Sunday
April 16th, 2006
5:05pm] |
So I am being the LiveJournal addict I always knew I was and I'm updating from Dublin Ireland. We just got back from a looonngg day of touring.
Coming in yesterday wasn't too bad. We were up for a total of 26 hours. It wasn't too bad for me since the longest I've gone is 36. That doesn't mean shit though because I was still tired as all hell. And the Guiness I had when I finally got here didn't help either. :o)
I really could listen to these people all day. I love accents hahaha. Anyways, so far I've seen the Book of Kells, St. Patricks Cathedral [ which is not Catholic but Apiscipalian (sp?) ], toured the city itself, made friends with "Henry B." who owns and cooks at Henry B's Pub where we've eaten twice in the past 2 days, Malahide Castle, and a load of sites just around the city. Oh and we went to the Guinness factory where I bought stuff. Like a shirt, scarf and other things I can't mention because it will ruin peoples gifts!
And tonight...we go pub crawling! Hahaaaaaa yes.
Oh and before I forget -- Jacob, you need to check your email. :o)
Well I'm tired and need to head up to the room to change and get ready for tonight. I'll probably be updating tomorrow if I can <3
Cheers!
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| this is your song |
[Thursday
April 13th, 2006
11:26pm] |
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So as some of you know I have traveled a great deal.
Sometimes with family.
Sometimes with friends.
And on the rare occasion family & friends.
But never once, have I ever not wanted to go someplace because of a person I was going to be leaving behind. I always knew I'd see my friends again when I'd got back and I'd have cool little gifts for them and what not. But I didn't want him to go home. I wanted him to fall asleep with me and laugh at me as I packed last minute. I want him to come to the airport with me and board the plane with me. I am petrified of leaving him behind. It sounds so stupid and so cliche.
I never really thought that I could miss someone like this...and I haven't even left yet.
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[Tuesday
April 11th, 2006
7:58pm] |
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Alright, so...long time no update. Last week was incredible. I just had so much work to do. It's funny, because I told myself that once it was 4th term I would be slacking like no tomorrow and there would be no worries. But so far all I have done is work my ass off. I realize that I'd rather my 4th term end on a good note. My third term so far has been pretty good. [ *knock on wood* ] I mean, who wants to go into the summer thinking about whether or not they passed a class? I sure as hell don't.
Other than the stupid amounts of school work I've had, things have been just great.
Last Saturday I went to Simmons College to check out the campus. I loved it. So, I am going to be in Boston come this fall. I am so excited. A trip home is just about a hour, Jacob's house is 15 minutes from the train station. It's going to be good. I know it will be hard for me at first, but I know I'm going to love living there. I'm so excited.
On a somewhat different note...have you ever had something that was just so perfect and so good that there were really no words that could describe how you really felt? Yeah...well...that's kinda whats happening with me. I have never felt so happy and so complete...ever. It's amazing. There are no words that can truly describe how I feel...I'm almsot afraid to talk about it because I'm afraid that I'll wake up and this won't be real. I still have no idea how I got this lucky, and how the hell he didn't just give up on me and write me off. Whatever, I'm just glad that he didn't. ♥
This Friday I'm heading to Ireland with Becky and my family. I'm so excited. I just love traveling. We have a 7hr flight to London and then a 1hr flight from London to Dublin. I'm not really looking forward to Heathrow Airport though. Some bad memories. Hahaha. Yeah.
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return.
♥
iloveyou.
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[Friday
April 7th, 2006
11:45pm] |
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Ok everyone...a shoe or a sandal? Please, I'd love to have as many opinions on this as possible. [ girls AND boys can play ]
Was Dior thinking shoe or sandal when they made this?
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